A day in the life of this kid...

I COULD NEVER LET GO OF SUMTHING AS GOOD AS YOU

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:53:08 GMT

more lyrics...sorry that this si all i put up but i lyk the songs and the messages and i LOVE MY BABE...whom i miss so much and luv even more here they r ....

I HAVE LOVED YOU
Remember that blue crystal sky, the sun reflected in your eyes
You kissed me unexpectedly
The moment I just can't forget, we filled the air with promises
And sealed them up so tenderly
But life never asks you what you want, it's just gonna have it's way
And sometimes it doesn't give like it takes

If I never see your face, if wings take you away from me
If tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumblin down and crumbles all around us
Fat turns cruel, you're on your knees
Desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Don't think I'll write another letter, or watch another pink sunset
Without thinking about you
I will take a walk along the blue seaside how will I sleep at night?
How will I wipe the tears from your eyes?

Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting, even

With all my heart and all my soul
Yeah, yeah

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
Know that I have loved you

ONE MORE SONG FOR TODAY...btw DAnI IF ANYTHING WERE TO EVER HAPPEN JUZ KNO THAT I HAVE LOVED U BABY...heres more lyrics...

UNDERNEATH

Sometimes it's hard when you're so deep inside
To see all you can lose in a blink of an eye
Dreams could be shattered
You could be gone
How would I survive
Cause you're where I belong
My soul-believer
Without you, I don't know who I would be

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go

Sometimes I listen to a voice that isn't mine
I disconnect from everything inside
And I have made choices
And wasted all the days
I could have been with you
Where my heart stayed
I know you've waited faithfully
Blessing our love even stronger

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you go

And I've been blessed
For every kiss
For every breath
And I've been touched,
By hands I trust
My love is risen

Underneath, I can feel you move through me
Inside out, you surround me
I breathe you like I'm taking my last breath
Oh, you're everything I know
So how could I let you
How could I let you go

NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR DANIELLE JORDANA BERKOWITZ...BELIEVE ME I WOULD OF NEVER THOUGHT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE I COULD FALL IN LOVE BUT HONESTLY...FOR THE FIRST TIME I AM I LOVE YOU DANI SO MUCH...thatz all i could say

Dani, You are my everything...

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 21:14:00 GMT

im missin my baby...good thing i get to c her 2nitee 4sure!!!!!! charlie brown was so so so good in skoo 2day...i wanna ocnvince dani to go to coral reef cuz we kick ass and i juz want her to b happy so...here r more lyrics...

MY EVERYTHING

The loneliness of nights alone
the search for strength to carry on
my every hope has seemed to die
my eyes had no more tears to cry
then like the sun shining up above
you surrounded me with your endless love
Coz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams
are suddenly reality
you've opened up my heart to feel
a kind of love that's truly real
a guiding light that'll never fade
there's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
for the love you give it won't let go
I hope you'll always know

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray
On bended knee
That you will always be
My everything

You're the breath of life in me
the only one that sets me free
and you have made my soul complete
for all time (for all time)

You are my everything (you are my everything)
Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)
My life is yours alone (alone)
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)
When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)
Every night I pray (I pray)
On bended knee (on my knee)
That you will always be
be my everything

chorus repeats

[almost spoken:] Every night I pray
down on bended knee
that you will always be
my everything
oh my everything

AND HERE IS ONE MORE SONG...

ALL MY LIFE

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you
I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl You are Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known, your smile on your face, all I see is a glow,
You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down & I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I pray for someone like you
I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do, love me too
All my life I pray for someone like you

dani...ur the onyl one for me ...JOSH N DANI 4 EVER!

Bring on Tomorrow

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 22:13:15 GMT

this is gonna be a quick update becuz i dunt feel lyk updatin anyways...first i wanna say that tragedy was once again stricken the students of soutwood middle...dani im sorry bout ur friend and juz b happy that where she is at now is a much better place and its not ur fault babe

anyways CHARLIE BROWN IS ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT AT 7!!!they did good at florida thespian conference this past weekend and im excited to c the show...here r sum lyrics juz describing how dani was brought happiness bakc into my lyf...

LOVE

It had been many years since I've been in love
With a real girl I had given up on love
I didn't think a good girl existed in this world
I was tired, of searching
Because of relationships I've dealt with in the past
Couldn't fathom bein another mess
When I least expected it, I found you
And because of you, I know how it feels to be

[Chorus A]
Love, and when I look into your eyes I see
Love, pillow talking at night I can hear
Love, ooh, the next mornin' make
Love, I'm so in love

[Chorus B]
For you I live and love again
Open the pact to happiness
For you I learn to smile again
I thank God for you
For you I live and love again
I trust you, just guide and take my hand
For you I learn to smile again
I love you, I love you, I love you

Now it's been three years since we've been in love
And you keep doin' things to show your proud of
Thirty men in the room only me you see
The confidence you give, lives in me
I vow to never break your heart or never let you down
For better or worse, I'll always be around
And with you here, to share my life so complete
And because of you I know how it feels to be

[Chorus A]
[Chorus B]

I thank God
For you
Your loves amazing
And like the rain it fell on me
Wanting it more and more cause your loves in the air
I breathe, lying beside me
You see into the soul of me
And your spirit sets me free

[Chorus B x2]
Now it's been three years since we've been in love
And you keep doin' things to show your proud of
Thirty beauties in the room only me you see
The confidence you give, lives in me
I vow to never break your heart or never let you down
For better or worse, I'll always be around
And with you here, to share my life so complete
And because of you I know how it feels to be

[Chorus B]

DANIELLE THANK YOU FOR SHOWIN ME HOW TO LOVE AGAIN...

holler
j man

THERE YOU GO LOOKIN PITIFUL

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 21:38:29 GMT

here r lyrics.. i relly wanna delete this thang lol
I LUV U BABE

"Have You Ever Been In Love"

I never knew I could fly,
But something is taking me higher than ever,
Like something inside is lifting me up
Until I'm touching heaven.
No matter what the world may bring,
It all comes down to one thing.

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever noticed how
The sky never seemed so blue,
The whole world's in time with you.
Have you ever known that someone
Is gonna be the one,
And no matter what you do,
The sun still shines on you.
Like an angel from above,
Have you ever been in love?

And if she takes my hand,
I'm carried away with the force of the river.
And when there are mountains ahead,
They're easy to face if we climb them together.
Whatever dreams the night may bring,
It all comes down to one thing.

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever noticed how
The sky never seemed so blue,
The whole world's in time with you.
Have you ever known that someone
Is gonna be the one.
And no matter what you do,
The sun still shines on you.
Like an angel from above,
Have you ever been in love?

No matter what you do, yeah.

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever noticed how
The sky never seemed so blue,
The whole world's in time with you.
Have you ever known that someone
Is gonna be the one.
And no matter what you do,
The sun still shines on you.

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever noticed how
The sky always seemed so blue,
The whole world's in time with you.
Have you ever known that someone
Is gonna be the one.
And no matter what you do,
The sun still shines on you.
Like an angel from above,
Have you ever been in love?

Yeah, yeah.
Have you ever been in love?

IM IN LOVE WIT SOMEONE SO INCREDIBLY SPECIAL...y'all no who! have u ever been in love?

HOLLER - J MAN

DROP IT LYK ITS HOT

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 15:42:36 GMT

hey peepz...its updating time! wut is there to say besidez I MISS DANI and luv her!

boring day ill prob update later

PS - I LOVE DANI SO MUCH herez sum lyrics

I've never written a love song
That didn't end in tears
Maybe ill rewrite my love song if
You can replace my fears
I need your patience and guidance,
And all your loving and more

When thunder rolls through my life, will you be able to weather the storm
Theres so much I will give baby, if i'd only let myself
There's this swell of emotions I feel I must protest
Whats the point of this armor, if it keeps the love away too
I'd rather bleed with cuz of love then live without any scars
Baby can I trust this or do all things end
I need you to hear that I'd die for you again and again and again
So tell me when you look in my eyes can you share all the pain and the happy times
Cuz I will love you for the rest of my life

This is my very first love song, it didnt end in tears
I think I rewrote my love song for the rest of my years
I will love you for the rest of my life

IM OUT LIKE JANETS BOOB - lol babe

holler - j man

I'm so sorry

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 14:31:18 GMT

This entry is devoted to dani:

Dear Dani,
As I type this tears fill my eyes. I'm not kidding. Last night was terrible although everyday without you is terrible anyways. After I got home and called my mom, she said I was allowed to go and we even planned when she would drop me off. When she got home, she asked me to print my grades since at CRHS they have an electronic grade system. I sort of refused to print them therefore she printed them herself. WIth only 1 A, and the rest Cs, both of my parents refused to allow me to go to the show. As much as I wanted to go, I began screaming and was eventually grounded in my room for the remainder of the night. I could not call you becuase your cell fone does not allow outside calls so I could not reahc you. Dani, I would of died to go see you last night and I completely understand if you want to dump or not be my girlfriend anymore. Please do not think I am a bad boyfriend, cuz I'm not, if hard with an "other school" relationship and believe me I want to continue to work it out as we have been doing. Of course, a couple needs each other's affection and we will work on that as well, if you still lyk me...
Just please forgive me, it was not my fault at all. My parents began to feel bad after I explained that I had not seen you in a while but still would not let me go! I was sad, depressed and did not know what do to. I knew how much me not being there woudl hurt you and i would never want to do that to you. Im SOrry, i cant say IM SORRY enough. I want to make it up to you if you could forgive me...please comment so i know how you feel

I'm Sorry...thats all for now
I love you with all I got babe, and I'm just so sorry from my heart. I'm ashamed of myself ot even talk to you, I'm embarassed. Just keep in mind, that it was not my fault I WOULD OF DIED TO BE THERE

BLAH BLAH BLAH...

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 21:30:35 GMT

wudup...
im talkin 2 these dum bobo chikz on the fone irte now(they know who r)...none of us can sing but we do it anywayz cuz we r ghetto lyk dat! 4SHO today i actually studied for a biology quiz which went well...and me and cherry popped our thangs in front of the whole class! it was funny

ummm tonite i get to c DANI at the southwood showw and i juz hope its good but dani will b there so ill have fun - WUT DA HOOK GUN BE! U OH!im not sure of the lyrics cuz that website was kinda cheap lol jenn...dani rocks my world AND SHE KNOWZ IT 2 WE LOVE JENNY JEAN

ill update tomorrow but it doesnt relly matter cuz no one readz dis...BOWEN U ISNT A SPIC ev en if bermster says so! im feelin so tropical 2day

NATA NEEDS TO STOP SLAPPING AND WHOOPIN MY CHILD CUZ IM GONNA CALL THE popo DAMN! NO1 REEDS UR PROFILE ANYWAY! JENN UR NOT BORIQUA
<3 REGGAETON

holler - j man

just 2 days...

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 20:55:50 GMT

update time...

well today was an okay day a teacher in my school died since she has been battling cancer since last year...:-(
only 2 more days til i get to c my baby DANI!!! and then again all day on saturday! im so excited...havent talked to her in a ocuple days so im kinda sad but thatz ok cuz i still luv her (hopefully the feeling is mutual?) lol here r sum more lyrics cuz i dunt really lyk the whole journal writing thing so i post lyrics to describe my emotions...

Anytime you feel
Like you just can't hold on
Just hold on to my love
I'll help you be strong

But you're so afraid to lose
And baby I can't reach your heart
I can't face this world it's keeping us apart
And I could be the one to show you
Everything you missed before
Just hold on now
'Cause I could be the one to give you more

Anytime you need a love baby I'm on your side
Just let me be the one that can make it all right
Anytime you need a love baby you're in my heart
I could make it all right

I look into your eyes
And I feel it coming through
I can't help but want you more than I want to
So baby take our love your way
Cast them all on me
That's all I ever wanted was just to make you see

But I could be the one to heal you
All that you've been searching for
Just hold on to my love
And baby let me give you more

Chorus

Now there's no way out
And I can't help the way I feel
'Cause baby I'm on fire
And I'll be waiting right here
You know our love is so real

good song...dedicated to my one and only dani

leeve a comment plz...holler
-j man

NOTHING IS BETTER THAN LOVE

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:47:43 GMT

wussup every1,

im updatin even though no one reeds this and cuz dani wants me 2...lol...

here r sum lyrics to a great song by me and jennz fav big boned black actress...awww thatz kinda harsh lol

dani...luv u girl u rock my world i cant wait til ur in my arms

WHAT IS LOVE?
it's the way you're nervous when you speak
and the way I know just what you mean
it's the kind of thing that's bittersweet

it's a funny feeling deep inside
so many different sides
but still so easy to define

cause you'll know it every time
and its not just in your mind
you can feel the butterflies
sending chills down your spine

what is love
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away
a safe place to run

what is love
but a complicated simple truth
a bond between me and you
the number one
oh that's love

and the things that never cross your mind
now you're doing all of the time
cause with someone special it's so right

it's like dancing when you walk
and singing when you talk
and you're happy just to be alive

live in the moment don't pretend
let it go or take it in
you don't have to understand
the how why and whens

so take off your hat and stay for a minute
love is a precious thing
if you let it in
you'll never know what you'll find till you give it some time
some time

thatz the song and i hope u all enjoyed it especially dani cuz she is the most special perosn to me and that will not ever change...
shout out to my fab four and if anyone can help me wit my retard math class im kinda confused or i mite juz go to tutoring! also shout out to JENNY JEAn my cafe con leche! lmao dani

CUZ IM BROKEN

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 21:48:51 GMT

I have a new philosophy on lyf after 2day in drama...live today as if it were ur last and today is a gift that is why we call it the present...

anyways today was an "okay" day until i got home and talked 2 my baby dani and i felt less depressed

yesterday was halloween and natasha came ova we had a blast tellin people how they should vote for RALPH NADER cuz he is our uncle! good tymz good tymz...
here is the lyrics to a really good song and it describes how im feelin rite now so here it is

"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

isnt that an awesum song i think it is...

holller - luv dani SO INCREDIBLY MUCH

j-man

DONT BE CUTTIN CORNERS ON ME

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 12:41:22 GMT

wussup guyz

this is a short journal entry cuz no one reads this anyways...

dani and josh - 10.27.04 YAY!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY AH!!!!!!!

luv dat girl

hollller - j man

boring day

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 19:11:47 GMT

wutsup every1, im updatin and i promise i will try to update much more often but for now...today was a boring day except lunch becuz lunch is never boriing!

for the first tyme in my lyf i feel incredibly smart in math im lyk one of the few people to get an A on our quiz about inequalities...i really think its a retard class and i shouldnt b there or mayb i should? lol brooke jus got moved into that class wit me now and sum other people i dunt kno

history we did bookwork which was easy so i didnt mind...thinkin bout dani all day cuz i luv dat girl!
DANIELLE JORDANA BERKOWITZ U ROC MY WORLD! haha

well im out lyk a deaf kid in musical chairs...lmao jenn thatz kinda harsh duntcha think

holler,
-j mann

PS - b4 goin clubbin or partyin wit sarah make sure she doesnt drink alot cuz she gets a lil tipsy...she knowz wut i mean jenn 2!NEW YORK NEW YORK NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 16:31:16 GMT

wutsup peepz, well last nite was alexandracita's quinces and lemme tell u they were awesum! first we walked into PALACE BALLROOMs and we got seated at these nice tables overlookin this stage with a gate thing (had to be there) it was amazing i got to c lotta people from southwood who go to palmetto now lyk...sarah! lauren! and from new world...ashley! marlina and kelsy! alex sang her song which to me sounded great and then she blew out her candles wit a special one for the FAB FOUR and me and we ate dinner then boogied the nite away til 1! i had so much fun dancing wit all of my buds...memoriez lol

anyways, i didnt wake up til 11 today which is fine becuz im not doin anything except tonite mite go to Metro zoo haunted house wit the neighbors

dani...i really like her and i wanna make sumthin work for us but there is no possible way i coudl go to any of her showz...i kno she doesnt wanna hear that but i cant go at all im so sorry dani i kno it meant alot to u if i went...<3 u so much please dunt b mad and not like for this

thatz all for now
holler, j-man

first official entry

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 23:44:51 GMT

wussup every1...this is my first livejournal entry and im so excited! anyways lemme catch u all up on wuts goin on in my lyf now

First, alexandracita's quinces is in 3 days and i cannot wait but me and samantha need sum work on our GOODIEZ dance so we can rock the house...anywayz da fab four and me have started a boy band...called the SQUARE ROOTS and lemme tell u we kick booty

Also, im so excited to c dani this weekend cuz i miss her so0o0o0o0o0o much and i needa ask her sumthin...get the hint!
Thatz all for now thanx 4 the background dani and ill check in later

PS - everyone needs to vote for GEORGE PATTERSON FOR PRESIDENT IN 2032!

- J Man